I feel like I’m too big of an attention whore to actually use a personal blog for my whiny crap, for some reason I like putting my bitchy nonsense out in the open where more people can see and not care
i suck
95% of the time I feel like I’m forcing my feelings for people, trying to trick myself into thinking I care when I really don’t, just because I’m so tired of not feeling anything for anyone. I feel dysfunctional.
Really realistic dreams of good things happening are pretty much the worst. Nothing starts the day off right like a huge wave of disappointment